tired.

disappointed.

Noise: -

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status reads: is not happy.

It sucks to feel like you're not wanted.

It sucks to feel like that despite knowing that it isn't true.

but then it's assuring to know that you're always fine in your own bubble. alone.

Noise: Saturated Love by The Locust

pangs.

When I was younger, I'd starve myself out of spite. I had less money, and thought, fine, whatever, I won't eat then.

So today when I don't eat, I feel richer. I feel empowered.

I feel like hey, at least I can control that.

It's sick, but you are wired up when you are young,
and unfortunately it's etched in your subconscious forever.

Noise: Willow's Song by Doves