reverse effect.

is it strange that the more I live, the less I value my life?

...

... Actually, no, I take that back. I do feel pain. I just wonder what it would be like to admit it.

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Hi.

It's been awhile.

I don't really have anything of value to say... I just thought I'd send out a thought to the universe.

I've realized that I have been so disconnected that I no longer feel pain. And I've recently wondered what that must feel like. Real, gut-wrenching, heart-breaking pain.

Noise: I'm Waking Up To Us by Belle And Sebastian